Solitude

I sit crosslegged in my childhood bedroom and remember how I enjoyed spending time by myself in my room. I like spending time by myself and yet I don’t think I have really understood this as part of my nature. Perhaps I’ve always been communicating with my Higher Self since I was little but didn’t understand that I was doing this. I remember one time sitting in my bedroom nook at Cherryvale and asking God questions, more like test questions, to see if ‘he’ was really listening. At that time I wasn’t sure I believed in a religious God but I was struggling to consider other options. I feel blessed that only a few decades later do I now know that God is me and is within each and every one of us. This feeling makes me feel loved and appreciated for who I am, no matter what actions I take or where I am in the world. My worship will be for all beings everywhere, including myself. My devotion will be for all beings everywhere. My commitment will be to all beings everywhere, to be true to ourselves and make a commitment to be kind and generous, firstly with ourselves and then with our children and others. For we are all children, we were all born of the same womb, even if the specifics point otherwise. My spiritual path is leading me closer and closer to the home where I’ve always known it to be, in my heart, in the heart within my heart, whose open door has not always been visible but has always been open and free to walk inside. I send blessings out to each and every soul upon this Earth who may not see the open door to their own heart within their heart. To me its still an illusive door but the more I recognize it as my sovereign right to enter, the more it will encourage all beings to offer love and a place of sheltered safety within their own soul. May all beings have peace, joy and happiness. We are all Divine Loving Light. We are all Divine Loving Light. We are all Divine Loving Light. So be it.